As he had already surmised, Lixue had no intention of letting his fellow vampire leave this confrontation alive, claiming that one had to dispatch their enemies lest they do the same to you, a sentiment that many would have shared with the undead, but her present company was an exception. Even if Fenriz could bring himself to view the frozen vampire in front of him as an enemy, he would never convince himself that he deserved what was about to happen to him. The boy wanted to protest, he wanted to plead a case for Lennix, but he knew that it was likely a lost cause. A part of him even wanted to conjure what little power he did possess and try and stop her by force, but history had already shown how that would go. Powerless to change the circumstances, he simply mouthed a silent apology to Lennix,
As instructed, Fenriz kept his eyes on Lennix as he met his demise, though not without flinching. Only moments ago, there were four vampires in this very room, but he was the now he was the sole one standing. It was an uncomfortably familiar feeling. Between the other vampires meeting their ends at the hands of one who was only here because of his actions, and Lennix insisting that his journey to find his parents was doomed from the beginning, it had given Fenriz far too many thoughts and emotions than his young sensibilities could ever hope to be ready for. But it was Lixue's callous transition into his next move that really seemed to be his breaking point.
"Why do you care?" Fenriz kept his eyes on the pile of ash that was Lennix as he spoke, addressing Lixue in a low, barely audible tone. Even now the shadows seemed antsy, once more coming back to life in a sort of anxious sway. "You believe him, don't you? When he said my parents are dead? You think he's telling the truth, don't you?"
As he spoke, Fenriz's voice grew louder, and the surrounding shadows became that much more agitated as the vampire slowly failed to keep his emotions in check. He turned to face Lixue, eyes filled with a frustration and anger that few ever got to see "I bet you don't just believe him, you're hoping for it! Two less terrible vampires in the world! Or maybe you're hoping he is lying so you can be the one to take them out yourself, huh? You've already taken out three. I bet two more would just make you so happy. It'd make your stupid clan so proud of you. Even if you're stronger than me though, you're absolutely nothing compared to them"
By now the shadows were growing increasingly restless, tearing themselves from the objects that cast them. The shadows formed into large tendrils, swinging themselves around the room, throwing Lennix's belongings every which way. One crashed through his long dining room table, breaking it in half before the other shadows shredded the remains and tossed them in various directions as well. Despite their unbridled destruction of the room, the shadows seemed to deliberately miss the two remaining undead, though whether this was their attempt to protect Fenriz, or the boy exercising his final bit of control over his abilities, it was hard to say. Fenriz seemed entirely obvious to the carnage around him, attention still locked on his friend.
"I wish you never gave me that dumb talisman. I wish I had never brought you here. I wish we never met!" he took an aggressive stomp forward toward Lixue as the shadows continued to thrash the room around them. "Mister Lennix was your enemy, not mine. And he was only your enemy because of what he was. He probably thought you were the dangerous one, and that's why he did what he did. He didn't want me to see what he was about to do to someone i thought was my friend. But I don't remember him ever trying to kill me. I don't remember him calling me useless when I offered to help him. I don't remember him doing any of that, unlike you. All he tried to do was help me find my parents. And once they were gone all he wanted to do was… was…"
Abruptly, his tantrum seemed to come to an end, and so did the shadows', returning slowly to their static positions, or what was left of their previous homes remained standing. Fenriz himself fell into a squatting position, gripping his head with both hands. It was only now that he realized that for the first time, vampire and boy were in alignment, in complete sync and agreement in their hatred for the one before them. And the only thing that had snapped him back to reality was his own subconscious admission that his parents had permanently passed away. For as different as they were, this did seem to be the one thing both Lennix and Lixue seemed in agreement on. And it was hard to deny how much it made sense. While he still wanted confirmation, while he didn't deny the possibility that Lennix was misinformed, he had to come to terms with the idea that this journey might not end the way he wanted to. This possibility had brought forth a lot of negative emotions, emotions that he had absolutely redirected at the wrong target.
"I'm sorry. I"m sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" he repeated. He squeezed his eyes shut in a desperate attempt to prevent to prevent tears from escaping them, though this immediately ended in failure "W-what if they're really dead? What will I do? Where can I even go…? Maybe I should've taken Mister Lennix's offer…"
When the panic had subsided, Fenriz stood up and looked Lixue in the eyes again, this time almost drained entirely of their usual glow. The was no attempted smile on his part this time. "Whether or not my parents are alive, I have to know for sure. And if they are really….. dead, then I want to know how. And it sounds like this Aleister guy is the one who would know. Lennix said he wanted to invite me to his family, you said he wants me dead. Either way, it sounds like he wants to meet with me. I'm going to give him what he wants. I just have to find a way to get in contact with him first…"
He turned his attention toward the doorway Lennix tried to escape through, once more being reminded of the strong scent of blood coming from that direction "I'm not sure what Mister Lennix did for the clan, but he made it clear that I was not allowed to go passed this door. He said it was important to his work. If I'm going to pretend to be him, I have to find out what he did first. Or maybe he had a way of contacting Alesiter directly, or knows someone else who would. Either way, I think I have to through here. I… can smell a lot of blood this way. I'm not really sure why but if you… if you do want to stick around I figured I'd warn you"
"You and Aleister both should know, I don't plan on being the leader of the Hallowthornes. If my parents are still alive, I'll leave that to them. If not then…" Fenriz trailed off, not entirely sure what he would do in the alternative "I want to convince him of that, and if he still wants me to die then I guess that'll really be the end of the Hallowthornes"