Despite his attempt to reassure her, Raziel still blamed herself. He shook his head lightly at her reply, hand removing itself from hers as she set back to work. Ensarrian wished he knew how to make her understand, to see it the way he does. Solmundr is a great threat. His supply of drugs and poisons make it very difficult for Ensarrian to handle him; there was no way Raziel could have fared any better. There was nothing she could have done to stop Solmundr from taking them, nothing she could have said to reason with him. If she had attempted anyway she probably would be dead by now. But she was there with him. Whether she realizes it or not, she was helping him more than harming. Yes, she’s keeping him alive and he will endure more torture because of it. But it wouldn’t last forever. He would rather gain comfort and relief for just a few hours between torture sessions than none at all, being stuck with the gruesome pain from each one and being unable to rest. She was a reminder of why he was clinging to life, what was worth holding onto and enduring pain for. Without her, he imagined he likely would have attempted to end his pain once and for all if he couldn’t escape a second time.
His eyes landed on her face when she spoke again, wincing at the work she did on his hand. Rubbing in oils, cutting and restitching. But she wasn’t talking to him. His attention shifted to movement in the corner of the room. Long raven hair appeared as her invisibility dropped, fair and pristine skin glowing in the darkness of the room. His eyes widened, lips parting as if to say something, but quickly shut. It was the girl from before, the one that appeared in his room and…and…
His face flushed at the memory, a hand raising to cover his lips protectively as they tingled from the memory of his stolen kiss. Ensarrian’s muscles tensed when their eyes met and locked. He hardened his gaze at her, heart thumping as she stepped closer and sat on the edge of the bed. Fiery eyes watched her intently, anxiously, breathing unsteady as if he was expecting an attack from her at any moment. In his state he wouldn’t be able to fight back if she tried taking advantage of him, and he wasn’t sure how well Raziel would be able to handle that sort of situation. Considering she isn’t a Wyvern, and she doesn’t have the supplies required to overpower them (as far as he knew), he imagined she wouldn’t do too well. He wasn’t even sure what the girl wants with him, if she was even an enemy or not. But the fact that she watched from the corner in his room for who knows how long, and the kiss from earlier, he had plenty reasons to be wary.
Raziel handed her a bottle and told her what to do with it. The girl seemed hesitant, her cold eyes darting between the angel and bottle until landing on him again. She took the bottle and started to apply it to the wounds on his arm, his face twisting from the pain of being touched. Damaged bones groaned in protest as she rubbed the oils into his skin, and he wished the numbness would reach deeper beneath. But, somehow, his flesh found a moment to tingle from her touch, her cool skin like refreshing ice against his burning arm. Her brief glances did not go unnoticed as his own eyes were watching her, switching between the movement of her hands up to examine the tinge of pink on her face. The silence that filled the room was loud. Ensarrian fought the urge to squirm uncomfortably until Raziel finally spoke up.
She asked something that had completely slipped his mind, and his eyes blinked at the girl curiously. Her reaction suggested that she had indeed been tortured, fear gleaming in her eyes, and he could practically see those horrifying memories flashing through those icy eyes, for he had been through the same as her. She admitted it, but he already knew he had been right earlier in assuming she was just like him. Held captive by Solmundr and tortured. Perhaps she was also the only survivor. Her eyes locked with his. She claimed that her experiences weren’t quite the same as his, and for a moment he allowed his eyes to stray, sliding down her figure. Her clothing was a short, thin dress with noodle straps, a low top that would normally tease a man and an open back. Its length wasn’t quite modest, either. But it was the scars that her clothing left exposed that he was looking at. Every one of them brought back horrible memories of torture that gave him those very scars marked on the same parts on his own body. But there were none alike the drill holes he was given, just as she said. She had given his own question a voice: Why was he different? He could not answer.
Raziel cut in. This time she handed the girl a knife. She proceeded to tell her to cut the stitches, which the girl did. Immediately blood flowed from the wound when it was reopened, streaming down his arm. Raziel showed her how to restitch it with another example, his eyes squeezing shut as he stifled a groan when the needle broke his skin. The girl copied it with great reluctance, giving him not a single moment to relax after the last one Raziel had done. When her voice cut through his pain, he opened his eyes, mind repeating the name until it was almost whispered from the tip of his tongue.
Sanyi… Somehow, the name sounded familiar. “I’m Ensarrian,” he muttered, averting his gaze when he realized he had been staring at her.
Once they had finished with his arms they moved on to other parts of his body. His shirt was removed first to give them access to the wounds covering his torso. Next was his pants so they could work on his legs. His face burned the entire time as he lay helpless before them, body almost completely bare save for his tight underwear. He knew Raziel couldn’t see, but Sanyi could, and both of them had their hands all over him. Although, he had to admit it was a rather welcoming distraction from the needles pricking him and bones screaming in agony. He wasn’t sure how long it had taken. A few minutes, perhaps even hours, but to him it had become an eternity. When it was finally over, it wasn’t soon enough. They dressed him, carefully. Then he was left in the room all on his own once more when Raziel left with the guard that brought her, and Sanyi snuck out unnoticed. He was left with another gift from his dear little angel: a blanket to keep him warm as his body finally began to sweat and cool down.
Blood had been cleansed from his body, oils rubbed into his skin and stitches updated. He felt clean, made new as if he had taken a bath after weeks of building up dirt and grime on his body. It wasn’t true, the oil growing in his hair said as much. But it was still nice nonetheless, and for the first time since being here he was able to relax, even just a little, enough to fall asleep. Although worry plagued his final thoughts as he drifted into dreamless rest, dreading the moment he wakes, for he knew more torture was coming.
~*~
Ensarrian woke with a fright. After gaining decent rest his body felt energized, although still painfully sore, especially after his wounds had been tampered with only hours ago. He could barely move to let his legs hang over the side of the bed, but it was an improvement. His hands were clamped over his ears, eyes wide open with sheer terror as they darted around the room. His mind was far from the aching of his body. Now that he was wide awake he had noticed something that his pain riddled mind hadn’t spotted before. The room was small. Very small.
Too small.
Memories flashed behind his fearful eyes, memories of his time spent in a similarly small room when he was first in captivity as a child. He had been in there for so long, always alone in the darkness. The only sounds were that of his own breathing, his own heartbeat, his own blood coursing through his veins. The cold air made him miserable, and the loneliness and darkness and quietness made him go insane. Since then he’s avoided staying inside buildings for too long, especially rooms so small, as those fears would come crawling back. The majority of his stay here he had been asleep, too drowsy to notice the smallness and darkness and quietness of his room. But now, he was wide awake and fully aware.
He could swear the walls started moving, inching closer and closer from every angle. The temperature dropped until he started shivering, his inner fire refusing to light to keep him warm. Darkness swarmed him, the silence making his quiet thoughts seem like screams that echoed off the walls. He shut his eyes tightly, moving his arms over his chest in a self embrace. But it was no good substitute for the comfort he so dearly desired. Quick and shallow breathing filled the room, his leg bouncing in an attempt to give himself a distraction. It didn’t work. He imagined Raziel was there with him, holding him in her little arms as her soft voice caressed his ears and quelled his growing fear. She would stroke his hair as a mother would, offering words of comfort as she ensured him that everything was alright, that it was only his mind playing tricks on him. And he knew it was. But fear always overpowers logic.
The creaking door cut through the silence and broke his insanity. His leg stopped moving, eyes shooting open. The walls hadn’t moved an inch, and steam was dancing around him from the heat of his body. He had been imagining it, all of it. His pounding heart slowed, his rapid breathing calming as he heaved a light sigh of relief. “I didn’t think it was
that cold in here.” Solmundr’s voice made a glow growl rumble in Ensarrian’s throat. His eyes lifted and turned to glare at the man in the doorway. “But, it’s good to see that your fiery side still works as it should,” Solmundr grinned. Flaming eyes narrowed at him, and he let out a guttural laugh, “Oh, I didn’t tell you, did it? Those injections were other elements to build up your immunity and give you some use of them as well. Your body was probably confused whether to listen to those or your natural element, which would have been the cause of your fever. But, it appears it worked things out on its own.”
“Why?” Ensarrian asked, his tone sounding more curious than he had intended. “Why do you think? I can’t have my perfect war Wyverns being taken down by something as simple as other elements. I’m preparing y’all for whatever might be thrown your way,” Solmundr explained rather smugly. Ensarrian’s lips curled in a snarl, but his thoughts lingered on two words.
Wyverns, y’all, as in there’s more than one. A flash of Sanyi’s scars in his mind reminded him that she, too, was a prisoner Solmundr had tortured. It seemed he planned on using her the same way.
“Which means,” Solmundr added, his grin growing wicked and serpentine. “I must prepare you for other possibilities, such as gasses and poisons. My prized Wyverns shouldn’t die all because a bomb was unexpectedly thrown your way.” Ensarrian’s blood ran cold, eyes widening for a moment. Poisons he said— that could kill him, cause pain far worse than drilling into his bones or wounds festering with infection. Some of the worst and most painful deaths a person or creature could have was caused by poisons, normally that of some type of animal. Snakes, insects, fish, only to name a few. “That one worries you, doesn’t it? You look terrified.”
“Do your worst,” Ensarrian hissed as he heaved himself to his feet. His balance wavered, legs like jelly under his weight. But he quickly regained himself and stared Solmundr down with a silent challenge. He refused to show any weakness. His body was not ready to hold his weight, bones screaming from it, but it was his mind, his spirit Solmundr was looking to break. He could do whatever he wanted to his body, because that was something that would heal with time. But once he breaks Ensarrian into submission, there’s no going back. He’d be nothing more than Solmundr’s mindless, heartless slave. Ensarrian would never allow that. “There’s nothing you can put me through that I’m not prepared to handle. You won’t break me.”
Solmundr was silent, lips thin with the smallest hint of a frown whilst his eyes were contemplating. And then he smiled, “We’ll see about that.” He turned and started down the hall. A swift wave of his hand ordered the men with him to make Ensarrian follow, keeping guard over the Wyvern whose power was far greater than their own. He could snap their necks, break every bone in their bodies if he wished. Their deaths would not be clean, but they would be quick, and they would no longer be an issue for him. But Solmundr was always prepared, even more so and guarded now since Ensarrian’s first escape. He could thank himself for that. If he so much as lifted a finger towards Solmundr, even just one of his men, Raziel would be killed. That was a risk Ensarrian could not take.
He followed them down the corridors, passing the enclosed room that reeked of blood. He could hear the ghosts of all those tortured in that room screaming in agony, begging for mercy and pleading prayers to the gods for help. Sanyi’s screams were among them, the only one that still sounded whole and alive. He closed his eyes and turned his head away, attempting to shut out the horrifying images and sounds from his mind. They took him to a different room. It was roughly around the same size as the torture room, but this one did not smell of blood. Instead cold air gave his skin chill bumps, the smell of mold wrinkling his nose with disgust. A large hole had been dug out of the floor, with more chains lining the walls and hanging from the ceiling. Within the hole, however, is what had his attention. Clear blue water filled it to the brim until it almost overflowed. The longer he stayed in the room, the more he realized just how cold the room was. White frost covered the dark walls in a thin sheet, the chains and shackles had crystals thick and shimmering. Keeping metal in such a cold place was not a good idea, especially if the purpose was to keep someone immobile. Cold metal could be easily broken.
That was when he began to figure out what this room was. A freezing room with water, the walls surely lined with some sort of insulation to keep the cold in a warmth out. It was another form of torture, a much less bloody one and more threatening and miserable. “Now,” Solmundr clapped his hands and rubbed them together, his breath visible in the cold air. Ensarrian’s own breath was fogging before him, so thick and clear he wondered if it would turn solid. “Chain him up right over there,” Solmundr pointed as he commanded one of his men. None of them were wearing anything to protect them from the cold, yet there were no signs that they were even bothered by the lack of heat. They must have taken some kind of cold resistant potion. Ensarrian sneered, “What, no stripping this time? Won’t it make this torture far more
torturous?”
Solmundr cackled and shook his head, “Oh, no, that wouldn’t do any good. Keeping your clothes on will be far more enjoyable for me in the long run. Just picture it, being stuck in your cold and wet clothes without any heat to dry them off in your cell.” Ensarrian snarled, hands clenching until his knuckles turned white, his fingernails digging into his palms. He would be unable to warm up with wet clothes, extending his torture long after he leaves this room. “Weren’t you going to poison me?” He asked lowly. “Oh yes,” Solmundr replied with a smile of pure malicious pleasure. “That will be done
before we put you in the water.”
“Then what’s the water torture for? It seems rather pointless to me,” Ensarrian dared to venture further. A low chuckle from Solmundr made his heart drop, “It is far from pointless, my dear boy. You destroyed my other base, killed some of my best men. And my supplies— do you have any idea how difficult it was to get ahold of it all? Most of it was incredibly rare to find, some even harder to get my hands on. And thanks to you, it’s all gone. I had to start over. It took me years to regain what I had lost, and I still don’t have the amount I had before.” His grin broadened. “This, and the drilling, was far from pointless. I’m making you pay for what you had done by making you suffer as much as possible. I simply love to watch you writhe in agony and scream until our ears bleed.”
With that, Solmundr stood at the door and watched. Watched as Ensarrian was shackled to the wall and injected with unknown poisons and toxins. Watched as his face twisted from the needles breaking his skin. Watched as he was dropped into the freezing water. And he stood at the edge of the pool, watching with the cruelest of all smiles as his men put a thick metal, frost covered plate over the top, and locked him in.
They must have given him something in one of the injections to interfere with his inner fire. Ensarrian was unable to warm himself, forced to endure the cold that enveloped him. Small holes in the metal plate was his only air supply. He had to press his mouth and nose to one as well as he could to breath, but he couldn’t keep the moving and high water from entering him anyway. It didn’t take long for his teeth to start chattering. His limbs were going stiff, making it difficult for him to keep himself afloat, body shivering. He could feel his fingers and toes stinging as if being prodded by pins and needles. By the time they had gone numb, he knew he was in a very bad position.
Soon enough, the numbness extended to cover his whole body. He could no longer feel his limbs move— no, they
stopped altogether. Next, his lungs started burning for air.
He couldn’t breath. The little bit of light seeping from the holes in the metal began to fade as he sunk to the bottom of the pool, darkness soon swelling around him. He tried to keep Himself awake, knowing if he could stay alive long enough Solmundr would come for him. A cruel and vicious man he might be, but Ensarrian’s death would be a great blow to him. He needed him alive, so surely he wouldn’t take this too far.
“If you value her life, no matter what they do… don’t die.” Those words echoed in his head over and over. For whatever reason, Raziel’s life depended on him staying alive. That gave him even more reason to fight. But…he couldn’t use his flames. Unless Solmundr comes, he wouldn’t be able to break free to save himself.
Fear filled his heart when light suddenly filled the dark water. A splash followed, and he was pulled out of the water. “What the hell did I tell you?” Solmundr’s angry voice cut through the air as Ensarrian was dropped onto the floor, gasping for air. His lungs drank it in hungrily. “I told you to keep an eye on him! We want him alive, do you understand that?” A young poor bloke was on the receiving end of Solmundr’s wrath. He looked no older than Ensarrian, with freckles spotting his nose and cheeks and mousy brown hair. He wore an expression of shame and fear, nodding vigorously while squeaking a ‘Yes sir’. Solmundr rubbed the outer side of his eyes in circles, lifting and lowering his brows. After a few more moments of silence, he finally pointed over his shoulder with his thumb, “Take him back to his room.” The men lifted Ensarrian’s stiff and wet form was lifted and dragged out of the room. Warmth engulfed him as they entered the hall.
Once they reached his cell he was thrown on the bed as roughly as before. He was motionless for what felt like an eternity as he waited for his limbs to become less stiff. Feeling gradually came back to him, all but in his fingers, toes and nose. When he could finally move he wrapped himself in the blanket Raziel had left with him. But his wet clothes kept him cold, and even wet the blanket. Gaining warmth was a very difficult task, his teeth chattering, body and breath shivering out of control. His fingers and toes refused to move, and one glance at his hands confirmed his worst fears. His fingers were blue going on black at the tips.
Frostbite. At this point they were probably beyond saving. But all he could do was wait for someone to come, either Raziel or Sanyi, or wait for his heat to finally return.