Adjusting himself in his chair for better comfort, Nik looked to Lilith while casually watching Aaryona and Eirik continue with their lessons on proper etiquette. But his attention was centered on the tale she wove of herself as her master and lover. Cutting into his steak, he savored a piece of it, properly chewing while continuing the conversation. “Sounds like Harkon was an old fool. Brash, I’m aware, but I can’t help but disagree with such tasteless tactics he performed. I’ve heard of the ordeal of thralls, though it’s not too often that it happen these days, at least as far as I’m aware of.” Nikolas was an idealist, not harbored to the ways of the old. There was no point in living in the past- learning from it, yes that was a good thing. But being stuck in it, like so many other vampire families were instead of trying to adapt and evolve with the times, it made him weep for Kurayo’s future, or perhaps a lack of one.
“I see, so they can’t experience the true death?” He leaned forward, keeping that smile crossed his face as she continued. He had a hard time seeing Lilith as a wallflower of sorts, especially since she seemed so prideful nowadays. Her past, though, was certain to break even the most strong-willed individuals with the right circumstances. “Marius seemed like a great man. Would have loved to have met him. Then again, I probably wouldn’t have the pleasure of meeting his daughter, I suppose.”
His head tilted to the side when she turned the tide to him and he took another savory piece of his meal. It was an experience that he had yet to deal with himself. Courting and such, he was familiar with. Hell, even attending the even more risque and costly brothels, he was no stranger to. But love? Like what Lilith had with Marius and what Lady Draconis and Eirik have? He shook his head with a slight chuckle. “Afraid not. Never met the right woman. It will possibly be a long wait for me, but I do wish to feel such a way one day. A hopeless romantic I am.” He smiled as he got up from his seat, “Excuse me, friends. I’ll be right back.” With that, he left the room and headed into his study, closing the door before he went over to the fireplace and retrieved a fairly old book from the shelf as the fire roared. Flipping through a few pages of the journal, he read amongst him of an observing a young woman of fair hair and gorgeous blue eyes in his younger years.
“And I fear that my heart would be skipping with each time I saw that radiant sunflower. Though I lack the courage to speak to her and my will waivers everytime she walks by, my feelings for her grow with each new day. Serena, a name of an angel sent from the heavens above.”
His smile dropped as he flipped through more pages, silently going through them before he snapped the book shut. He didn’t want to remind himself of her, he hadn’t intended to. But that beautiful vampire had to bring it up. It wasn’t her fault, but he had promised himself to not be reminded of her. Yet he kept the journal for some reason.