Iona had come completely undone. Cilas had opened her up to him, exposed all of her weaknesses and made her entirely defenseless. And he loved her, used her helplessness to show her—to prove to her that there was no need for any fear. It was like magic how he managed to make what she was so afraid of into something so beautiful. She loved how he made himself just as defenseless and put all of his trust in her just to help her heal. She loved how he used his strong body, those hands that could easily break, to touch her with such tenderness and love. Those hunters feared his power, the beast that she knew lay dormant, for she had seen the might of the dragon with her very eyes. But she knew another side of him, the one that made it easy to forget just how strong he truly was, how dangerous and deadly, and how easy it would be for him to kill twenty men. There was something poetic in that, how he has killed many and his race built such terrible fear into the hearts of men, yet he could not harm a single woman that’s more fragile than any man.
Every thrust caused her body to jerk, her muscles convulsing from some sort of aftershock. A whimper escaped her lips with each jolt, which eventually became less powerful until they vanished entirely. They continued. It took three more thrusts before Cilas pushed harder than ever, causing her to cry from pleasurable surprise. There was a pause, allowing her to catch her breath, and then another thrust just as strong. Her breaths were so loud as she breathed from her gaped lips, so much so that she almost didn’t notice how Cilas had lost his breath. His body was reacting the same as it had when he reached his first climax, so she assumed he was experiencing yet another one. Briefly, in the back of her mind, she feared what would become of it. She knew how life works, how it begins and is made, enough to know what the result of this night might be. However, the fog of lust quickly pushed the thought back until it no longer existed.
Cilas’ hand reached up and gently pulled her down as he met her halfway for a kiss. As his arm curled around her waist, keeping her on him, she suspected he had not made it fully through his orgasm. Her arms furled around his neck to keep herself against him as he flipped them over. The grass tickled her back once again, this time sticking to her sweaty skin when she was gently laid down. Their kiss was broken, and her eyes fluttered open to greet his own. His thump caressed her face and wiped away her tears she hadn’t realized still fell. Then, he slid himself out. She relished in the sensation as briefly as it lasted, silently wishing they could keep going. But this was her first time not being forced into it, and her body was not accustomed to being so active. Her muscles ached and trembled from exhaustion. She tried to move her legs, to press her knees together, but they had become so weak that she had no strength to keep them there. She instantly knew she would not be able to stand if she tried. And as she glanced over his limbs, she saw the slight trembling, and knew he was exhausted as well.
With a loving smile, she reached up tenderly run her fingers through his golden tresses, nails so softly sliding across his scalp. Time seemed to slow as the world around them no longer existed. Iona was lost in his eyes, wishing this moment would never end. There were no words to be spoken, for there were no words that could describe the perfection and beauty of what they had just done. She and Cilas had become one—she had given herself to him, trusted him with her body and heart and soul. Perhaps he did not fully understand what it meant—what she had meant by that promise. She was keeping her promise to herself, one she seemed to remember only by nature. Live for others, want for others, die for others, never for yourself. By giving herself to him, she was making a promise that she will forever live for him, want nothing aside from what he desires, and die for him alone. Her entire life was now in his hands.
Iona pulled him in for another soft kiss, then coaxed him to lie down beside her. The world around them gradually came back to her, a reminder of where they were, and embarrassment and worry crept in. They were at a lake, in the open air. Someone could walk by—they could be spotted! Her face turned red at the thought. She wouldn’t be able to stand being seen… not again. Her legs pulled together protectively with the memory of the hunters, her arms wrapping around Cilas as she buried her face into his strong chest to hide her shame. He was the only person she would allow to see her naked body. She was meant for his eyes only. They needed something to cover them. Even if they weren’t fully clothed, for she enjoyed their naked bodies pressed together too much. But they couldn’t remain so exposed for the eyes of strangers to see.
Reluctantly, she pulled away from his embrace to sit up. She focused on summoning the perfect item, one she had bought during her stay in Iria and now kept… somewhere. She was still not sure where they went when put away. A soft warm blanket of red fox fur appeared into her palms, folded neatly. It was unraveled and tossed over her and Cilas, legs wobbling and forcing her to lay back down from having to briefly stand on her knees. As she laid back down, one of her knees snaked its way between his legs just a little, her hands holding her against his chest while slowly and lovingly brushing his skin with feather-lightness along his strong back. His scent swallowed her whole. It was lulling as her exhausting came down on her like a giant wave, making her body heavy as stones. Her eyes fluttered closed with a satisfied hum that sounded almost like a sweet tune. “Cilas…” her voice faded as she gradually slipped into a wonderful dream. It was the most restful and comforting night she’d ever had, for she was finally in Cilas’ arms.