Iona let Cilas run his hands through her hair, yet she did not look up at him. Her eyes had fluttered shut, allowing her to be guided solely by tough. It allowed her to focus more on the feeling of him as well, and the taste. It heightened her senses, even though she was not the one on the receiving end any longer. His moan shivered her spine as she squeezed his sack. It let her know that she was doing him right, she had yet to cross any lines. But then she wondered. How much further could she go? Driven by her blind lust, she released his member from her mouth’s hold and tenderly kissed her way down his shaft. Down, down, down… until she reached his balls. Her tongue explored them, all around and in between before she locked her lips to them and sucked. She was gentle at first, only sucking harder whenever he seemed to enjoy it. Still, even as she moved back up and returned his member into her mouth, she did not open her eyes when she felt his leg lifting slightly. Then, he pushed himself further into her mouth a little.
Iona sucked harder in response, tongue ravaging his tip and all of the liquid emerging. His breathing quickly turned swift and shallow, as if he was losing his breath. Iona squirmed just a little, the throbbing between her legs growing to such a great intensity it was difficult to ignore. It ached so terribly she nearly sobbed to be satisfied. He gripped her hair, pulling it until it stung. But she knew it wasn’t intentional. Even she had lost control over her own strength when he pleased her. So she continued, sucking harder, faster, while her hands stroked and fondled him with matching speed.
Then, very abruptly, he pushed her further down his shaft. Her eyes shot open from surprise, a hum in response muffled. The tip of his member reached the back of her throat, hitting her gag reflex. Her throat tightened around him as it naturally tried fighting him off, but she didn’t fight him. This was what he wanted, so she would give it to him. She didn’t mind, either. In fact, she enjoyed it. Having him so deep in her mouth helped her imagine what it would be like to have him inside when he takes her. Cilas let out a drawn out moan, one louder than the others. She was held down when warm liquid shot into her mouth and throat. She wouldn’t pull away, she wouldn’t fight. It left her with only one option: swallow. And so she did. She drank it all as quickly as she could until it stopped.
His breathlessness nearly prevented him from speaking an apology. Slowly, Iona slid herself off of him and lifted her head, mouth agape with heavy and loud breaths. Her eyes were still closed, a little bit of his fluid leaking down her chin. Her chest heaved as she took a moment to breathe. Her hand that had been stroking him returned to its initial caressing, as a way of keeping him pleased so he wouldn’t go too long without being touched. As if such a thing would cause his lust to die down. When she finally opened her eyes, they turned to look down at him. And, with a loving smile appearing on her flushed face, she released her hold on him and put her hands on the ground at his sides. Iona leaned down, planting a kiss just above his member. Then there was another slightly higher, then another as she slowly crawled her way up his body. Once she finally reached him, she placed a single hand upon his cheek and kissed him. Not passionately, but lovingly, tenderly, slowly.
She was mentally preparing herself. In this very moment, each sight, each sound and each feeling she’d experienced in that cabin flooded her mind. The entire scenario replayed itself over and over and over again. It returned her fear now that she was so close to allowing Cilas entry. And yet, her body still burned, the wetness between her legs still came with her throbbing ache. It was as if her mind wanted her to remember everything from before so that she can see the difference with Cilas, so she would prove to herself that this was her choice. She allowed it. She loved Cilas, and he loved her. She knew he would be gentle with her—he would never hurt her. This time was different.
She broke the kiss and hovered over his lips for a moment, before she pulled back just enough to look him in the eye. His beautiful silver eyes shined like the moon she always adored. So pure, so gentle. “Apologize for naught,” she whispered. “I am yours now. I give you free reign over me. Whatever your pleasure, I will give it gladly.” Slowly, she reached down between them and took his member into her hand. Her eyes remained locked onto his as she dropped her hips over him. A gasp escaped her lips the moment his round tip pressed against her wet valley between her inner lips. Her heart beat so powerfully it felt like a bird trying to break free from its cage. She released a ragged breath as her hand and hips moved in unison, sliding his tip up her womanhood with a snail’s pace. Iona whimpered, her opening craving, begging for him far stronger than before. Once his tip slid over her nub, she moaned quietly and guided his member back down. The tingling, the heat, everything intensified compared to being touched by his hands. Perhaps it was with the knowledge of what it was that touched her that made it so much more… exciting. Like it had when he’d touched her with his tongue.
Finally, his tip sat against her leaking entrance, poised and prepared for entry. She took a few more breaths to ready herself. Then, she gingerly lowered herself. Her mouth gaped and brows furrowed slightly as she stretched around him. He was so much larger than his fingers, and it slid in with just as much ease. Little by little, he delved deeper and deeper. Until she was sitting atop him. So large… So deep! “Cilas,” she breathed, her voice almost a moan. Her breathing quickened, fingers pressing hard in his chest. It was clear she was aroused just by having him within her. The pressure was great inside, only adding to her pleasure. Her inner walls were not accustomed to sheathing something so large, not even after all that had happened. She looked down into his eyes, pleading, “Cilas, please…”