Her homes seemed so different, vastly, unlike anything he could ever imagine for a place to live. With so many people around, no…no he couldn’t imagine it. Maybe if he had been raised with it like she had been, but even then it was hard to try and picture himself in a place such as that. It wasn’t that he disliked people, he just wasn’t used to being constantly surrounded. His breathing cut out behind his lips when her hands went up over his eyes, describing her home in more detail. This was close, very close, and even though he knew she wasn’t an enemy his muscles still went rigid with the urge to reach for a blade.
Having seen her move about his room was even stranger than this though, if you could believe it. Aside from family, she was the first female to ever be inside of it. His room was the one sanctuary he had all through his childhood and into adulthood. It was the only place where others wouldn’t force their way in and would allow him his peace. Though when he was a child the door was always left opened for someone to come in, an action that his brothers usually took advantage of, sometimes it felt like a shared room with how much time they all spent with each other. Their rooms held the same feeling.
But her body was so close to his, her lips against his ear, and for once he wished a sibling would unceremoniously come in as if it were nothing. He needed a distraction, and while the images she was describing to him were stimulating to the mind, he couldn’t block off the fact that a young woman was much closer to him than he was immediately comfortable with.
He tried to imagine the heat of the dessert, the scrape of sand and relief of finding the oasis that their home seemed to be. Her hands moved from his eyes and he blinked hard to try and rid any awkward feelings away; vision slightly blurred when they opened again to watch her. She seemed to be perfectly at home here, but her nature was so light and carefree that he didn’t doubt she could be like this anywhere she went. Knowing her, even as little as he did, he wouldn’t have been surprised if she were able to make any place she went to feel like home.
His fingers gently gripped hers when she took his, and all he could do was watch as she moved about, telling him about her home and the many goings on that happened there. A light smile crossed his features, brief, but there all the same when she moved him to turn and he gently shook his head. Again it was brought up, talk of…sexual encounters. She had mentioned them upon their first meeting and that was most definitely a subject that he tried to keep far away from himself for as long as possible. Yet she was able to converse about it as if it was nothing. How could that be?
In his household it was often described as something dangerous: an act that fogged your mind and slashed away at your judgment entirely. Not something bad, not exactly, just something to be wary of and careful with. That didn’t stop his eldest brother from encountering it at a younger age than Naota was even now, but still, he couldn’t get those warning words out of his head.
“I think it’s fair to say that your home sounds entirely different than anything I’ve ever encountered. Outside of the world seems to be the only place where it could thrive…” It wasn’t a jab, it was softly spoken. That type of lifestyle would be intolerable over time in this world. Too many people that didn’t understand and embrace freedom. He was glad that she was able to have that…Was still able to go back there. Luckily there weren’t too many people that ventured out into the deserts, so at least with that domain they were safe.
Her mother was powerful, there was no doubt about that, but words and whispers can break away at a person more than blades and magick ever could. Words stay. “It’s so different from here, around everyone else, I can’t begin to understand how you keep yourself so comfortable.”
He smiled, a small one, “Then again, I don’t have a drop of deity in me, surely your endurance and comprehension is higher than mine could ever be for many years yet.” One day, he hoped, the world would be able to keep a beautiful mindset such as hers. She was gentle, pure, but in no way ignorant to the workings of the world. At her age that was a level of wisdom that most adults had yet to take in.
“When was the last time you were at one of your homes…?” His fingers uncurled from around hers as he moved slowly through his room, walking over to one of the tall windows and sitting up on the sill. The cold from outside had chilled the glass and he leaned back against it, eyes halving from the comforting coolness.