What more could she do than to wait? Raziel felt vulnerable, violated, and miniscule. She was a small grain of sand one would sooner walk over than realize her for the potential she was. This fact made her feel smaller than she knew herself to be. Yet, were people staring at her? Were they imagining all the terrible things that could be done to someone so helpless?
Whoever was helping her, or at least who she hoped it was, moved a chair closer to her. Until she heard his voice, Raziel was a tense ball of nerves and pain. Kyrel explained her location, who he was, and stated the obvious. She was literally shaking as a leaf, which worsened when someone else approached. The sharp scent of alcohol struck her. Medically, she knew what it was for, and what was coming.
A warm, soft hand took hers, and Raziel jumped at the sudden contact. The angel tried to calm herself down, whispering a small prayer from home as a mantra. Despite her uncontrolled shivering, and being close to a complete breakdown, she was a perfect patient. Raziel didn’t scream at him, kept her flinching down to a minimum, though she did squeeze his hand a bit. First the cleaning up, then the bandaging. It was all standard procedure. Yet, his medical attention brought fresh awareness to the extent of her mysterious injuries.
”Zander is a timber wolf… He’s my eyes, my guardian, my protector…” Tears welled up in her unseeing eyes. ”Um… I’ve been traveling… Looking for Ramiel.. My twin. But, she’s taller… Stronger… and can see…” Raziel fell silent, struggling to think back and follow the events precisely. She frowned. ”We had just entered a town. It was nearing dark, because the air was cooling. Someone gave me information to help, found an inn and checked in. Zander and I curled up to sleep…”
The memory flooded into her mind so intensely, the angel felt as if her chest was stabbed. Her body involuntarily slammed backwards into her chair, a scream ripping from her throat. Raziel fell from her chair, doubling over. Why was this so backwards? She was the healer! Not the patient. ”Najima…” The name came out as a sob, a prayer that he would hear and magically appear, to be her savior once more. This was her darkest hour to date, and he was becoming her security blanket.