A sharp gasp pierced the quiet evening air. Neveah’s slender, pale hand darted to her collar as she opened her green eyes. As the world came into focus, the vixen remembered nothing and her fingertips found the scars that long had been healed. Not a dream. She licked her lips and rubbed them together with a confusion expression. Veah could still recall the night a vampire with caramel skin and amber eyes had lured her and ultimately changed the course of her life. While this did not upset her, it did mean that there was a significant amount of time she couldn’t remember. Immediately she questioned if she had been poisoned but she felt fine. In fact, the redhead felt better than she had in years. Her hand then darted below the rough sheets, to her bare, inner thigh. There she found old scars from a previous lover. The thoughts of that mad wolf dissipated as her thoughts continued to spiral. “Tobias,” she whispered with a shakey voice. Her heart, however, did not ache at his thought. Her eyebrows pursed with a perplexed expression. Neveah had lost him long ago but the sadness had always stayed with her in some form. Now, he was a memory but not one that held emotion. “What,” she questioned, uncertain of how to process this information. She swallowed hard.
The vampire leaned up before running her hands through her wavy, crimson locks and moved them off of her face. Then she extended her hand out, eyes darting to the intricate ring on the index finger of her dominate hand. The metal was dark but the design was intricate with a few small red stones. It symbolized the Veil, a guild she and another vampire had taken control of and had been building up. “Nemesis,” the vampire murmured. The thought of him caused feelings to stir but it was a dull ache. For many reasons, she was accustomed to an overwhelming sadness, but now there was simply an emptiness. In a way, it was sort of uplifting - which made her terribly uncomfortable. Neveah shook her head slowly, realizing she didn’t recognize anything around her either. She inhaled slowly but the scent of dust was the only thing to be found. The vampire tried to reach into web of her mind to find a reason why she would be in this room.
“Okay, Isleen is an adult. She is the Blessed for Death. There was a war,” her words trailed off as the threads of memories began to fray. “What happened after the war,” she questioned with an irritated expression. Neveah began to accept there were no answers, her shoulders slumped in defeat. She glanced to the nightstand and saw something familar: a piece of moonstone in an oval shape on a silver necklace. It was a token of her grandmother that the vampire cared more about than most people in her life. The relic helped keep her grounded even when she was spinning out of control. Frankly, it was the only constant in her long life. Neveah reached for the necklace and placed it over head. Pulling her hair out from beneath the thin thread, Neveah couldn’t help but feel lost. There was clearly something she was missing but given her history, it wasn’t terribly unexpected. She had no elder vampires in her life so she could only assume it was part of aging. Veah felt free without the burden of her heart break but also a bit disturbed by her lack of emotion. She had been accused of many things in her lifetime but being unfeeling wasn’t one of them.
The redhead finally rose from the small bed and felt a glimmer of hunger. Great, hungry in an unfamiliar environment, she thought to herself. Neveah rummaged around the room to find a set of leather pants and plain purple corset. Neither were particularly luxurious but until she knew who she was, Neveah decided blending in would be okay. She pulled her wavy red hair into a loose braid and sighed in the mirror. This wasn’t the first time she didn’t understand where she was or what had happened. “I am Neveah Anne Sandston-Krugle, fallen deity of Love, co-owner of the Veil of Deceit. I am a mother. I am not a wife. I am not a victim. I have a home, wealth, and a legacy,” she reassured herself. Neveah had no idea just how wrong she truly was but this sentiment was what would allow her to emerge from the confines of the inn portion of the tavern.
She made her way to the general area of the tavern, drawn to the smell of other people and the warmth they provided. Her eyes fell upon a room that reminded her of home. The tavern was open with a large, crescent shaped table as the centerpiece. The bar wrapped around one side while a large fireplace flanked the other. There was a mix of races but she could distinguish the vampires, werewolves, and drows specifically. Neveah felt the ache of hunger again, placing her hand on her stomach briefly. The vixen made her way down the stairs to the main area before a petite blonde elf stopped in front of her. “Well hello Ms. LeBrel - a goblet of the infused red wine?” she asked Neveah with a cheery grin. Nev nodded, trying to hide her confusion. That was a name she had not heard in many years, much less associated with herself. The vampire shook it off, trying not to get wrapped up in semantics. There had to be a reason she had given a name of someone who was likely dead or at least no longer in a position of fame and prestige. “Here you are!” the elf giggled before disappearing again. With a small sip, the infusion of blood in the wine allowed her to relax and slip into a familiar persona. Neveah grinned as she neared the center table to see what sort of games were going on.