After fiddling with his scarf a bit more, he eventually decided to remove it so he could focus on the woman in front of him. Little by little, he felt the tension slipping away from the air between them. It had taken some time, but they had finally begun a real conversation. Strangely, Aarek what somewhat relieved that they hadn't ended up making awkward small talk; it was much more difficult than speaking openly, in his opinion. He stuffed the scarf into his backpack and rubbed his stiff, newly bare neck. Who knew standing on a street corner all day could lead to sore muscles? Funny, how that worked.
When she offered to pay, his face twisted into something akin to confusion, though he didn't fight her on it. If she wanted to pay, it was her choice. Besides, she looked surprisingly happy at the suggestion. Smiling softly, he answered with a simple, "Okay."
The half-elf studied her face carefully as she gave him her thoughts. Travelling bands of bards, hm? Truth be told, he hadn't ever considered that option. Now, he was completely unsure of what to do with himself. He attempted not to let it show on his face.
"I…" Aarek began, uncertain, "I know that I'd like helping out the children in the orphanage. Gods know I could've used help, myself." His words were careful, quiet, and just the slightest bit shaky from nerves. He really hoped Tristana wouldn't think that was her fault. "And I know that a lot of them could use a mentor, sure, but I… I just don't think I'm the best person for that, you know? Look at me! I'm a mess." A genuine chuckle bubbles from his chest. "So, I want to sort myself out, first. It would be amazing to join a band of bards, but I guess I haven't met the right people yet."
He sighed heavily, although his chest felt lighter after finally saying everything out loud. Somehow, his mind was a little clearer. Hm.
A thud from the table drew his attention to the return of the waitress, who waited impatiently for them to pay. Aarek gulped nervously before retrieving his pouch of silver and paying his way, allowing Tristana to do the same. The waitress barely glanced at them before taking the coins and striding off. She probably hated her job, and he couldn't blame her. All night, patrons had been catcalling her and just generally being rude. It was annoying. Shaking his head, he looked at the steaming stew in front of him and ungracefully began to dig in.
Upon hearing Tristana's question, he quirked up an eyebrow. He considered her for a bit, then went to speak. "Well, I suppose the orphanage is… crowded? There were a lot of kids crammed in there when I was young." Aarek scratched at his collarbone while he tried to recall other specific details. "All our caretakers were pretty friendly, till they had to kick us out. Couldn't have adults living there when it was that crowded, I guess. And, uh, it was pretty messy, even though we tried to clean up on a daily basis." Nostalgia welled in his chest. Certainly, living at the orphanage wasn't luxurious or pleasant, but it was the closest thing to a home he had, save for the couple of bangles on his wrists, given to him by some unknown parent before they left him.
Quickly dismissing the thoughts, he turned a playful grin on Tristana. "Alright, miss. You've got a lot of my story, your turn." He took a sip of mead and looked curiously over her cloak. "What are you doing in Adeluna, if that's not too personal to ask?"