Cilas did not hesitate to run to her aid. She was frozen as he approached, her eyes locked on the blood that emerged from her flesh. And the pain, it was enough to keep her from making any unnecessary movements. Although she had never truly experienced pain, and never learned that movement worsens it, somehow she naturally believed that it would. Simply because a small voice spoke to her from the back of her mind, telling her “don’t move”. Her head slowly lifted when Cilas reached her. His expression seemed harder than she had expected. Whether from anger, or worry, or just from the seriousness of the situation, she could not tell. The difference between such emotions and how they appear has not yet become clear to her. His tone matched, and she fell completely silent. Iona allowed him to take her arm and listened while he explained what had happened and why. She was curious to know at first, but now her mind was on other things. All she did was give a light nod in response, a sorrowful gleam in her soft blue eyes.
Cilas pulled out a container of some kind and used his canteen to pour cool water over her wounds. She winced, her arms and hand twitching as she fought to keep from withdrawing. Attempting would have done no good, anyway. His grip on her was too strong. The blood was washed away with the water and the sting dulled moments after, instead becoming a painful throb. He proceeded to dress her wounds with a cream that came from some kind of leaf, then wound thin, white cloth all around her arm and hands. Cilas repeated the same process on her other arm before he handed her the kit. Then, he suddenly spun around. She blinked. Why wouldn’t he look at her? Perhaps he was upset with her… She could only imagine what an inconvenience this was for him. He had been trying to teach her how to fish, trying to be kind and helpful. But her witlessness made her go and do something foolish again. Her earlier excitement and pride had kept her from doing the proper thing during her situation. She should have left the fish alone, should not have laid her hands upon it.
She glanced back down at herself. Only then did she notice that most of her chest had been exposed, including her bosom. Intense heat spread from her cheeks to her ears, and she spun around to face her back to Cilas. She tried to wrap her arms over her chest to conceal it, but the pain was not making it very easy. Silently, she walked away, keeping her face down as she stepped behind a tree. He had told her the importance of wearing clothes to keep her body hidden from me, to protect herself from their lust. She still did not understand what that was or what it meant, but she was humiliated regardless. She trusted Cilas not to harm her, although it does not mean that he isn’t bothered by it. Perhaps she had offended him as well. Her chest ached at the notion, a feeling far worse than any of her wounds.
Placing her back against the tree, she slid down to sit by its roots. Iona began attempting to follow Cilas’ directions and cleansed the wounds on her chest, then she wrapped it. It was not as cleanly done as Cilas’ work, but her aching hands and arms made it difficult to do it properly, all on her own. She refused to ask Cilas for any more aid; she had caused him enough trouble already. Afterwards, she wrapped her arms over her chest once more, then pulled her knees up close and hid her face against them. How was she going to face him? After everything she had just done, from making a complete fool of herself and offending Cilas… Her face still burned. It was too embarrassing.
Minutes went by as she tried to see if the feeling would pass, but it never did. Iona knew she had to come out of hiding soon, despite how much she dreaded it. Once she finally brought herself to, she still kept her face down to hide her burning red cheeks. She kept her arms over her chest as best as she could. They would likely tire of the position soon enough, but she would try her hardest to fight through it if it would keep from offending Cilas again. Iona could not bring herself to look him in the eye, and she attempted to keep from looking at his face at all, fearful of seeing an emotion she never hoped to see on him. Still, she spoke not a single word as she walked over to her fishing rod, picked it up, and cast her line one handed. The other remained on her chest. She could not quit so easily, because then she would be leaving more work for Cilas to do. She simply could not cause him such trouble. Not again.