The Fyal Nian is a famous elfic martial art practiced by the monks of Endapano.
Greetings Goddess of Love !
Something important happened to me today. I was practicing my Fyal Nian, looking for reach a perfect harmony. But more I tried, less I succeeded. Our master told us about: “The Harmony don’t let catch itself like that. You can’t have the Harmony, but the Harmony can visit you. Don’t try to catch it, but welcome it.” He told this to us often, and I listened each time. But maybe without understand ? However, this time was different. I eared his words differently. For the first time, I agreed the idea to renounce to my goal, to give up one’s the result. I have let get of my desire of success, my intention. And I have continued the exercise, staring the "now", without no more goal… As time went on, my mind become quieter, and my gestures more free, less controlled, like I was not really doing something myself but that I was a spectator… And soon, the unexpected happened: The Harmony was here… Everywhere, soaking all with its incredible perfection. I watched my perfect gestures with wonder, feeling the Harmony at work inside and around me. It was like each of my movements touched the whole World. I don’t had the Harmony, of course ! That was It who had me, and us, and all. That not lasted a long time… My Mind came back and the desire of control with it. Then, the Harmony has get away. But it was a great moment. A unforgettable experience. When my mind was coming back, with my ambition, my desire to do well, to succeed, to become powerful, and that drove away the Harmony, I saw that Harmony was possible only because of the Humility, only into the Humility. That’s really a unexpected lesson. I don’t know if I am already ready to be humble. I believe I am not yet. But now, I know that I will have to become humble, or to give up to the harmony.
Really, Thank you Goddess for this lesson today.
Asgorim. 1nd month of my 20th year.