She was taken aback by the knowledge that she was the best company he has had. Her shoulders slumped at the question. "Wish I could…" Sebastian went on about the possibilities, assumptions that were never true. Elwin was never her home, there was never shocking splendor in his arms. It left her feeling empty and lost, alone in the dark that seemed oppressive. Particularly when she looked at her sister-in-law and her successful marriage and now Kieran with Teu. She shook her head at the thought of any possibility to mend things with her husband. Despite attempting to return his encouraging smile, Taryn was close to tears once more.
Apparently, the song he requested had come on, for Sebastian became jovial almost instantly the moment the new one started. With a nod, she finished her wine and took his hand, abandoning her seat. A strange sense of excitement overpowered her helplessness as Taryn was led into the dancing crowd. Outside of her married family, she had not been so close to anyone, a fact that was threatening to withdraw her hand from Sebastian’s own. Somehow, she managed to maintain contact, pushing through the mental blocks. His hands were rough and dry from some form of labor. ’Like Kieran.’
The dance started out familiar, something she could perform in her sleep. One, two, three, one, two, three. It allowed her thoughts to finally still as she lost herself to the movement. By the time the tempo rose with intensity, Taryn was positively glowing as he twirled her around and tossed her. She moved in perfect tandem with his lead, matching every step. When the music faded, she found herself almost giggling in Sebastian’s arms. Taryn had forgotten the amount of joy she got from a simple dance.
The amusement faded from her gaze as she took in the autumn tones of his eyes. ”How cruel the gods are… To show me the small moments of perfection…” she whispered. ”Things I have only dreamed… I…” Taryn took a step back, out of Sebastian’s hands. ”I can’t…” Before she could go any farther, the noblewoman was nearly toppled over by a toddler who had abruptly thrown his arms around Taryn’s leg. ”Arziros?” She knelt down, a hand running over his mop of curly blonde hair before cupping his cheek to stare into his mismatched blue and green eyes. ”Sweetie, what’s wrong?” Arziros lifted his hand and pointed behind her with one word on his lips, the fear clear on his face. ”Daddy.”
Taryn promptly stood, trying to keep her son behind her as she stood to face her husband. He was advancing with cold fury in his icy eyes, the expression causing her to flinch slightly. Elwin was not glaring down at her, however. She ensured she was directly in his path. ”Elwin–” He placed a single hand on her shoulder and moved her out of the way and punched Sebastian. ”I told you to keep your hands off my wife!” There was nothing she could do but watch the scene unfold before her, watching as the males fought over which action was inappropriate. ”Mommy…” Arziros tugged on her dress, stressing out over the scene. She closed her eyes, suddenly struggling to catch her breath until it was too much to bear.
”Enough!” Taryn’s voice rose, screaming at Elwin as she stomped her foot. He looked at her, confused. ”I’m done, Elwin. You should leave. We are done.” ”Taryn, what are you saying?” She shook her head as she took a step back, retreating from him. ”We’re over, Elwin… Just… go…” The words were whispered as Elwin looked at her dumbfounded. She removed her wedding ring and tossed it at him, which he caught and appeared to be in disbelief it was physically in his hand. He finally straightened himself, his gaze narrowing. ”Very well… I shall give you some time to reconsider, my love. I will be waiting for you.” Elwin gave a hateful glare to Sebastian before walking away. Taryn, on the other hand, was trembling. Her breathing was more as if she was gasping for breath as she looked around aimlessly. ”What… did I do?” Taryn asked breathlessly, her trembling making her appear quite unsteady on her feet.