“The likelihood of me turning down that ‘job’-” he paused, having felt rather silly referring to his time with Kirika as a job - “was rather low,” he continued. “It was offered by a royal court, and I was most certainly in need of money. I did not know what the job was, only who was offering it… and hell if I’m not glad I took it,” he said, and there was a finality to his words, as though he wanted it to be clear that he did not want to speak on the matter anymore. Even though it was not something he was thinking, he was fearful that if he said the wrong thing, Kirika would take it as him not wanting to be there, or having regretted it.
He squeezed her hands when she took his into her own, and listened to her. “It does not matter how difficult it it,” he said. “I’ll never leave your side through it all.” He paused, however, when she spoke of the trial, and his eyes widened a bit at what happened next as she continued on, watching the darkness snake throughout the room. Initially, it disturbed him, but when he realized that Kirika was nearly fond of it and not afraid of it, he backed down from his trepidation and relaxed.
“I am not surprised that you passed your trial,” he said to Kirika, holding her close to him as she pressed her chest against his own. “You are not your mother - you are strong… and yes, you have me,” he said, with a chuckle, returning her kiss but pulling back from her slightly. “I love you, you know,” he said softly, kissing the top of her head. “But we are slacking. We need to get to work,” he said, implying that they needed to get moving on cleaning the manor.