With the many recent events that had transpired, Lewis found himself tracking down a particularly violent mark. This one had no real rhyme or reason to his attacks and assaults, which only made him harder to follow. As he had been taught, he had done his research, and determined that killing him was the quickest and easiest solution, and that he would not be missed. However, Lewis had been struggling as of late, and had missed many an opportunity to kill his target. This had led him to the heart of the Canelux Volcano, so very far from home.
Perhaps his mark was going to plead with the newest God. None of that really mattered to Lewis. Right now, his sole focus was on the hunt.
Already, Lewis found himself disliking the general area. For an assassin, the volcano was a terrible place to be. The heat alone was unbearable, and he felt sluggish. Inside the new God’s domain would probably be worse, Lewis surmised, but he had no real choice but to follow. As he approached the dark, steel gates, he noted that they were closed tight. He briefly wondered if the mark had gone another way, but there seemed no other path.
Perhaps the doors have shut themselves. He reached tentatively for them, expecting the volcanic heat to transfer through the metal, but was surprised to find that they were not scorching hot. Instead, they held a strange warmth, and as the assassin pulled them open, he felt the vibrations deep in his small form. Determined, he walked through the gates.
As the doors shut behind him, he stared at the dark pathway. Around the path were celestial like bodies, stars that seemed to light the way. His initial reaction was that of awe, but he immediately put his guard up. It didn’t take long for him to traverse the path, and make his way to the main part of the ‘room.’ This, however, was another point where he dropped his guard. It wasn’t a room at all. It was almost as if he had been put into the night sky itself.
“Where…even am I?” he asked aloud. He quickly realized he had spoken, and glanced around. His mark was nowhere to be seen. Perhaps they had already moved along. He closed his eyes for a moment, and then opened them, looking around the starry sky. Have I been hit with magic? No…this is all too real. Off in the distance, Lewis could see a starry citadel. That must be where he needed to go.
There was another path, lit by flames, that lead down to a labyrinth. The way to the citadel was clear. Without hesitation, Lewis made his way down, and into the dark.
At first, Lewis was overconfident. He pushed forward without fear as the darkness took him; an expectation that it would soon end. As he collided with a wall for the first time, he realized that perhaps he had been a bit too hasty. He started to move with a but more precision, but found himself stumbling. This was a not a normal darkness. He could not tell where his feet were in correlation to his eyes.
Slower then.
If he was struggling this much, then so was his mark. One step at a time. He pushed forward, feeling his way against the labyrinth walls. Slow and steady. I can do this…
Minutes turned into hours. He felt as though he was making progress, but being in the dark gave him no real measure of progress. After awhile, the motions he was making became second nature, which brought about deeper thoughts.
It had been a week since he had left Heaven’s Dawn. After getting caught assassinating by Xeik, the two had a falling out of sorts. While Lewis had no real problem finding work and subsequently coin, he found himself feeling alone. He had pushed a lot of his feelings aside, and focused on mark after mark, which had lead him here. And now that he was here, his thoughts and feelings were catching up to him.
Xeik. The boy he had once idolized was now furious with him. There had been a reason Lewis had hidden his killing. The boy’s ideology was that of peace. Killing was out of the question. Yet, Lewis knew that his old leader was living in a fantasy if he thought that a world like his could exist. Perhaps their relationship had always been destined to fail. Lewis loved the idea of that dream, but knew very well that in order to keep the peace, dissenters would have to be killed.
“Idiot,” Lewis said aloud. The sound of his own voice was almost a shock. The darkness had been so quiet, that he had not realized just how oppressive it was. Just now long have I been here? He was starting to worry. He had gone so deep into the labyrinth, but was there even an exit? Was there something he missed?
Despite these concerns, he pushed on. His thoughts once more went back to Xeik. Was it a mistake to leave? He was homeless now. Sure, Akira and her family might take him in, but he wondered if they too, would turn on him for his ideals. Akira, perhaps not, but her parents? It was something that worried him. The world was a cruel place, and now that he had nowhere to go, it was showing that anyone could turn on him at any time.
“Damnit,” the teen cursed as he miscalculated a turn and tripped against a corner, falling to the ground. His shin pulsed with pain for a moment, and he decided he would just sit down for a moment and rest. He closed his eyes (not that it mattered), and took a breath. Getting flustered here would serve no purpose. He took another breath, and let it out. Now that he was closer to the ground, he could feel the path itself vibrating, as if alive. He shrugged it off; the labyrinth was probably close to the volcano still. He stood up, using the corner he had tripped on to steady himself.
This way… He took another calming breath, and continued. Time slipped by him, and he slowly drifted back into his thoughts. This time, though, due to the darkness, he started speaking aloud to hear his own thoughts. At this point, he didn’t care if his target heard him.
“It’s stupid,” he said. “The idea of a world where there is no violence. You and Danwe both tried to keep me from it, but if I hadn’t killed them, then the entire Guild itself wouldn’t exist. It’s necessary. Why can’t you just accept it. Why can’t you accept me.” The teen halted his progress, realizing that there was something wet on his face. Tears.
Emotions were never something that Lewis understood. There was admiration, for one, that he had learned when Xeik pulled all of the boys up from the streets of Hoja Mesto, and something akin to protection or love, which his had for Danwe, Xeik, and Akira, but he never truly understood them, or even knew what he was feeling or why. But this feeling that he had now was something new. The tears were falling, but he felt nothing but an emptiness that matched the darkness that was around him. He couldn’t see anything, and he couldn’t feel anything.
“So then why am I crying?” he asked aloud, voicing his thoughts as though he were crazy. “Was it because I was abandoned?” Lewis gripped the wall. Is this what it feels like to lose something?
“What the hell is this labyrinth anyway?”