Arayna heard the woman speak, and could not help but stare at the woman, Morty. The fairy honestly found herself as confused as Ryerles, why would Morticia bother helping her. Especially with the only price being to live her life. Had Ryerles said Morticia was a pixie that raised dead for fun. Wasn’t raising dead supposed to be bad? Could this woman who rescued her be one of those creatures that gave you a wish that sounded good but was really a twisted curse.
‘Either way, I think I would rather live a cursed life out here, than have been squashed or bottled’ she thought, deciding she was not going to base her moral judgment on raising dead on people who had kept her as a pet, often a very confined one. Owners who had practiced the arcane arts had been her only exposure to magic thus far, they were usually her least favorite ones. Often wanting a wing or to use her as a focus of a spell, she was quite sure she had nearly been killed a time or two. Involuntarily she shuttered at such memories. Judging by Morty’s expression, the fairy got the impression she might not be the only one with bad memories on their mind.
Arayna’s own eyes clouded further as she thought of the rest of the pixie’s question, she again cast her eyes to the ground. ‘What is your name,’ conjured some ghost of a memory warning the fairy that there was power in knowing names. Did asking, mean, the pixie was just the average con man, trying to gain her trust to then have power over her. Had she not just gone through all that trouble to be free of being confined by another person’s will. For some reason this did not ring true to the fairy, it just seemed like too much trouble to go through. Arayna was certain she had nothing to offer the pixie that she did not have herself. Even if she raised dead for amusement, Ryerles and Tenebrae seemed to be alive and have their own wills, so Morticia did not seem to force people into servitude. Besides if the pixie had a talent for necromancy, Morticia could have just let Arayna die and raised her. If servitude was the plan, why go through all the trouble trying to ensure the fairy’s wellbeing.
Trying to ignore the first part of the faint memory, she tried to conjure the end. What was her actual name, she had been given many. The fairy had never given it to anyone, not out of fear but out of having never been asked. “A..rayna is my first name, I think, I am not sure of the rest” she stated, having been able to follow the memory. Frowning she tried to focus and follow the memory further. With a sigh, the fairy gave up; having a first name would have to do she could not conjure a last name. Maybe she did not have one, the trio had only given the first name. “Raya could be short for my name, like how Morty is for yours, Morticia,” she added smiling, the fairy found Morticia’s companions addressing her with a shortened name appealingly familiar.
“Of course… I might not respond to either. I am not used to being addressed,” Arayna apologized to the trio, her smiling fading. Tormented by her own mind she decided she had to ask. “Ah… Morty, if I may ask… what is the difference between a pixie and a fairy? I think I was marketed as a pixie once or twice… I have been many things, actually; I think my favorite was being called a winged shoe elf. I have always thought of myself as a fairy… However, you look very similar to me, aside from the wing shape and the.. uh.. grooming… sorry. Where do people our size bathe here?” She rushed through her speech, hardly thinking of what she was saying. Arayna had again taken to fidgeting with her matted hair as she became unsettled by her own thoughts.
Doubt plagued the fairy as she started questioning her own existence. Was she really a fairy, her memories were so hazy, everything seemed to start with being bottled. Clearly, someone had named her at some point, blurry and distant as the memory was it was there. Why could she not remember things? With hearing different terms over the years and meeting Morticia, and Ryerles for that matter, Arayna was beginning to wonder if she was a fairy. Arayna’s wings where transparent and shaped like those of a swallowtail butterfly, Morticia’s where longer and had a uniform shape to the top and bottom. But aside from their coloring and contrasting states of dress, the wing shape was the only difference Arayna saw.