He had been through several small towns since he left his home behind. He had even fulfilled his first contract, and second kill. Yet he had never seen anything like this, and no amount of studying had prepared him for a city of this size. It was loud, crowded, full of good and bad smells, buildings chocking the surrounding area, a castle that was larger than anything he thought man could make stood guard over it all, and the ocean. Never had he seen anything so vast. He could lose himself to it just by looking. Its waves were mesmerizing, its size awe inspiring. Everything here was amazing. Every sight was like a dream and he didn’t know where to begin.
The stores were full of new things he wanted to explore. The people were like books, each with a unique story that he could learn. The smells were intoxicating and revolting, but both enticed his curiosity. He had been aimlessly wandering for some time trying to take it all in, trying to decide where to begin. For a moment he thought he had heard a small animal before realizing it was his own stomach. He had food, dried fruits and meats he carried during his travels, but it seemed such a waste not to try something new. In any case he had money now and a promise to keep to his mother.
He followed his nose through the city to a tavern. A winking mermaid adorned its entrance and gave it its name. The tavern was loud in a good way. People were merry, sounds and smells flooded the senses, this was a good place to get to know the inhabitants of this city. Whether you spoke to them or not. For a moment he just stood in the door, a slight smile on his face, before his stomach and the looks of some tavern guests urged him in.
As he sat at the bar it happened. The darkness spoke again. Like the first time the words of a hundred voices whispering at once were unintelligible to him but he knew what it wanted to say. It was more of a feeling than an understanding of language. There were bad men mixed in to this crowd and he should keep his guard up. He ordered the best the house had to offer in both food and drink. He scanned the room as he waited for his food to see if anyone was an immediate issue. One stood out amongst the rest.
A beautiful yet unassuming woman sitting alone at a table watching a green eyed man walk to the bar. He couldn’t say what it was about her that made her stand out but he could feel something was off. Not to mention the voices would not stop, although now they were not imparting any knowledge or requests, just a feeling of danger. As he watched he casually took a sip of his drink and almost choked as it burned down his throat. A few of his fellow bar mates were looking at him as if there was something wrong with him. In the wild food that burned was usually indicative of natural poisons but many of the others were drinking the same thing as him and it wouldn’t be good for a business to poison its guests. He took another sip which as not nearly as strong as the first, probably because he was prepared for it, and returned his gaze to the woman.
Well, to her table for she was gone. It didn’t matter. She had not done anything in the moment that required him to act, and the voices had merely warned him of her and had not compelled him to act as they had before. His food had arrived and so he turned his attention to it. Every bite was an experience, an adventure of its own. He was quickly realizing that in the greater world, food was one of his favorite things. As he ate and drank he felt happier and lighter. He began to have the most ridiculous conversation with one of the men next to him, nearly every other sentence making him question what he had just said, as if his mind was going slower.
Suddenly he found himself staring at the green eyed man. There was something off about him too. Not dangerous, just off. Even the voices seemed more confused than worried about him. It was something that he was going to have to figure out. He stood to go over to him but as soon as his feet touched the ground, so did the rest of him. His own voice in his head was now chastising him, “you are bringing too much attention to yourself. Remember you are not supposed to exist.” The other voices, the darkness, had gone silent. And yet all he could do, as he sat where he had fallen, was laugh.