The city seemed the same, Galin thought, as he tread over familiar cobblestones, looking for the Mermaid and a pint. He had spent the better part of the week looking for any trace of his company and had not been able to find anything but a deserted settlement at the fort his men had captured the year before and a half legible note scrawled in Luthene’s hand saying that death was coming for them but she would lead them to safety as best she could, and that when they were safe, she would find him. He felt the folded parchment in the pocket of his tunic for the thousandth time since he had taken it from the door of his bedchamber.
It seemed as though Luthene had stuck it there so that, when he was released, he would have some idea of where they went but all it had done was slowly drive him to despair. He saw all the men he could remember that knew his men but neither the armorer, the moneylender, nor any of the patrons of the local taverns could shed more light on the disappearance of his men. Some said that it had been the plague that ravaged the city during the harvest season and others claimed that the fortress had been taken by an Adelunan lord without a shred of mercy and no quarter was given to those that survived the fall. Either way, the stories were similar in one respect: the company was gone and most likely in a shallow grave, Luthene along with them. Galin could not tell for sure and it was the uncertainty that fueled his madness, sending him searching every corner of the city for a trace of them, even of their graves, so that he would be able to have a sense of finality to this. And what he would never say, even in his cups, was that he blamed himself.
When he reached the Mermaid and pushed open the well-worn doors, he found his table was empty. It was a small, scratched up table that looked out over the street and Galin would stay there until the wine made him insensible, staring out the window, hoping to see a familiar face. He never did. They were gone and there was not a damned thing he could do about it, no matter how hard he tried. He coughed a little as the taverner threw a green log on the fire and it began to belch black, acrid smoke. He looked down at his cup of wine and grimaced when he saw that it was nearly empty. “Lass, next time, just leave the skin,” he said with a ghost of his old smile, as he took a wineskin full of strong, red wine from one of the serving girls. Then it struck him why he smiled at her. She looked just like Maria, Cooper’s wife, and the memory of his friend suddenly had him blinking back tears. He cuffed at his eyes and squeezed more wine into the cup so violently that some splashed to add another stain to the tabletop.
He could not have known a year ago where his life would take him and if he had, he would have fought against his fate tooth and nail. When he returned North to recruit men for the company after the fracturing and fighting of the campaigning season, he was taken captive by one of the Highland lords, the uncle of a man he had killed in a fight years before after the fighting in the Sarchu Valley. While the lord had promised to ransom Galin, he had done little to actually start negotiations, preferring the thought of Galin rotting in a guarded hut in his fortress to any sort of ransom the company would have paid for his release. So there he remained for over a year, enduring the elements and the tormenting of his captors until he was able to make his escape. One bright spring morning, as his thin gruel was being slopped from a pail into the wooden bowl the lord allowed him for his meals, the guard serving the food began to sneeze. Soon, in the throes of hay fever, he was half bent over, sneezing over and over as his eyes watered, unable to catch his breath. While he struggled, Galin moved quickly, seizing the dagger from the guard’s belt and ramming it up under his chin. The man let out a surprised gasp and jerked spasmodically for a second before he was still.
Before the blood had finished pumping from the wound, Galin had the man’s sword belt off and pulled his leather cuirass over his head before putting it on himself. Buckling the dead man’s sword around his waist, Galin smiled for the first time he could remember. He felt like a warrior again and it felt good. When the second guard stuck his head into the hut to see why his companion was taking so long, Galin whipped the sword out and across his throat. The blade was dull, not like his own sword had been, but it ripped easily into the flesh and sinew and left Galin sheeted in blood. As the body fell, he pushed out of the hut and began his escape.
He had carved a path of bloody ruin through the camp and leapt over one of the walls, shattering his leg. One of the healing women in a neighboring village found him near a stream, trying to scoop water into his mouth, and took him in. She set his leg and, when he tried to leave before the bone had healed, she doctored his food and drink with herbs to make him sleep until he was able to walk properly again. It took over a month but soon he was on his way, limping when he walked without a crutch, but he had to move south. He was a wanted man and he needed to return to the safety of his company. Only, by the time he returned to the south, the company was gone and his wife along with it.
By the time he finished the third skin of wine, he found himself well and truly drunk. When he staggered to his feet, he pressed a coin into the hand of one of the serving girls, a girl with long, blonde hair that reminded him of Luthene’s, whispering that he would meet her in her chamber over the taproom in a few minutes. It was not the first time that he had taken comfort in her chamber and it was not likely to be the last. He was not proud of it but it and the wine helped to dull the pain. While she left the taproom to prepare for the evening, Galin staggered out the rear of the tavern and relieved himself against the fence that enclosed the tavern’s small yard.
Galin left his breeches unlaced as he stumbled up the small back stairs to the rooms above the tavern. Pushing on one where he could see light inside, he felt the door give way and he stepped into the room, his breeches sagging lower, and turned to the woman, and grinned. “Well, darling,” he slurred, half-falling into the bed, “are you ready for an evening you’ll never forget and I sure as hell won’t remember?”