This is her first taste of a real war. The flaming haired elf could not keep herself from joining the rest of Revaliir on the battlefield. Horrendous monsters spawned from the unknown and spread onto their lands and took the lives of their people. This is exactly what Nelanna had feared might happen one day. Innocent lives being taken by evil beings that only grew in numbers. But it was the fear of being unable to stop it that froze her blood and chilled her bones. As the Warden of the Wilds, and a strong believer of justice, Nelanna threw herself onto the battlefield. Camthorn came along with her and together they built a campsite. Both are knowledgeable with battles, although neither had witnessed the true sights of war. Nelanna currently focused on the aftermath by healing the injured men brought in from the fight. Her stomach churned when she set her eyes upon the injured. Some would be fine, but the unfortunate received lifelong scars that would change life as they know it, while others could not be saved. Each death made her heart shatter more, and deep down, anger boiled. Camthorn was comforting and would offer her any aid he could. It was plain as day that he, too, was greatly affected by the results of this war. But healing was not his specialty. So instead he focused on arranging their troops and thinking of battle strategies.
Kohaku was the only one that was unphased by everything. His eyes gazed calmly at the injured as they’re brought in, and his nerves were unshaken with each one he helped heal, and each that weren’t fortunate enough to survive. Even through their bond she could not find any hint of anger nor sorrow. Only slightly hints of remorse, and acceptance. It had surprised her to see him unmoved, as he is normally very compassionate. But she managed to remind herself of the most horrifying fact: Kohaku was once a manslayer, and a royal guard. He had experienced countless wars during his lifetime, witnessed numerous deaths, and even killed many with his own sword. This is what he is used to. She supposed it is only natural that he became accustomed to it. But, even though he showed no signs of being phased, she began to wonder just how deeply the blades of war had cut into his mind. How traumatic it must have been for him during his earlier years as a child to witness death on every corner. It was then that she realized that her familiar must be greatly damaged. Her heart ached for him.
Nelanna emerged from the recovery tent with a heavy sigh. Camthorn was standing at a table with a map of Plains of Bohar. His honey brown eyes were gazing down at it intensely as she walked up. Kohaku was standing nearby, arms crossed over his chest. His eyes were watching the horizon with a distant look in them, as if he were lost in thought. But a single ear was facing her way, suggesting he was listening to anything important that might be said. She looked back at her brother, “How is it going?”
Camthorn b
linked a few times, appearing caught off guard. She must have disturbed his concentration. He looked at her and straightened himself, arms crossing while his head tilted slightly. “As smoothly as you would expect it to go with someone as inexperienced as me,” he said with a sheepish smile. Nelanna placed a hand on his shoulder reassuringly, “Perhaps I can offer some assistance. What are you looking at?”
“I was-“
“It won’t work,” Kohaku suddenly cut in. Camthorn bristled and roughly put his palms on the table, “I didn’t even finish speaking!” Kohaku calmly looked at Nelanna’s brother. “I have been hearing you muttering your ideas to yourself for the past twenty minutes. By now your conclusion is quite clear,” he replied smoothly. Camthorn’s brow twitched, and Nelanna could see his lips starting to purse out a little. She smiled with amusement. “Fine then,” said her sibling as he straightened himself once more. A single gloved finger pressed onto the map, “Why don’t you come up with something better.” Kohaku sighed and shook his head, “This is your camp, remember? As its commander, it is your duty to lead your men to victory.”
“Perhaps, but what harm could a little advice from an experienced, strong, and wise fox do?” Nelanna jumped in, smiling at Kohaku. She knew she had caught him off guard with her compliments. Their bond said as much. His brow twitched with annoyance. His expression made it clear that he knew exactly what she was trying to do, but even so, he could not hide the swelling of pride that he felt from her. Finally, he caved with another heavy sigh, “Very well.” He walked up to the table and sat on the edge, twisting himself slightly to see the map.
He began, expression calm but serious. It was as if he snapped into leader mode. It made Nelanna question how many times he’s done this, planned and strategized the best course of action that would lessen casualties among their men. By the end of their meeting Kohaku had displayed astounding experience. Within a short amount of time he had thought of a sound battle plan and executed it. It came to him so easily, as if the battlefield is where he belonged…
But she had one issue with his plan. He would not allow her nor her brother to join their forces in battle. How could he expect her to stand by and do nothing while her men are out there risking their lives? A leader should not hide behind their castle walls. They should fight alongside their people as equals. She was sick and tired of being so useless, making no changes to the world while it only got worse. No more. Nelanna respected her familiar’s wishes, but she would not listen. He is the familiar, after all, not her.
She took Fenrir and Garm and suited herself up for battle with daggers strapped to her thighs, in her boots and gauntlets, and along her waist. But as she tried to sneak out of her tent, someone grabbed her hand from behind. “I recall telling you that going out into battle it not a good idea,” said Kohaku firmly. “You do not understand the dangers that are out there, and the things you will wish you had never seen.”
“This land needs my help. I am not a coward whom runs from a fight. They challenged my home, and so I will push back and show them what a mistake it was for them to come here,” Nelanna spoke sharply. Her patience was wearing thin. “Don’t play that card with me,” his hard tone caught her off guard as his grip on her hand tightened, “There is a difference between cowardice and wisdom. Throwing yourself out there is reckless, and selfish. Have you thought about Cecil once and how this will affect him?” Nelanna flinched at her husband’s name, but she did not offer any reply. Kohaku took that as a chance to continue, but using a softer tone this time, “You are not doing nothing, Nelanna. You are healing the injured here. I know you believe that it is not enough, and you might even think you can lessen casualties if you added your hand in battle. But it isn’t true.”
“I am a Champion,” she replied lowly, clenching her hands into fists as she struggled to control her rising frustration. “What I am doing is not enough. There must be something more I can do.” Kohaku stepped closer and loosened his hold on her. Glancing over her shoulder, she could see only tender understanding in his eyes, but a sad smile upon his lips. “All of us can do more, regardless of our position. But whether or not it is what’s best is not always certain. Sometimes, it is enough to stay back and just be there for the weak, rather than take on the strong. It is the little things that can surprise you with the difference it can make.” Nelanna blinked curiously at Kohaku, and he stepped closer until she could feel his breath on her ear. “You are a Champion, but that does not make you any more immune to death than the rest of us,” he spoke so soft and gently, and it was as if that alone was enough to relax her tense muscles. He placed a feather-like kiss upon her cheek, and then the warmth of his hand on hers was gone.
She was stunned by the gesture for many heartbeats, frozen in place. But when she managed to gather herself to spin around, there was no sign of him anywhere. She raised a brow and rubbed her cheek where he kissed her. He didn’t…did he? No, he couldn’t…right? She started walking back towards the table where Camthorn was still standing. “Are you alright?” He asked, cocking his head to the side. “You look like the world's biggest secret has been revealed.” She blinked up at him and smiled, skating her head. “I am fine,” she assured him. Right now, she needed to focus on the battle. Her eyes drifted towards something past Camthorn as she noticed a new face. There was a child in their camp. Her heart shattered as memories of a recent night flooded through her mind, and without any real thought, her feet took her to the little girl. “Excuse me, may I help you with something?”