Trafalgor gave a soft smile as the young healer rested her head on his arm. He knew his hardened muscles didn't make for the best pillows, but he also knew from experience that the comfort provided by the simple skinship between friends could make up for almost any lack of physical comfort. So he simply let her do as she pleased. The distant roar of a dragon cut through the air and he felt the small shifting of Ria's body in response. Trafalgor said nothing… letting her use his presence as she needed. He then noticed that Teu had finished with her patient at some point and was now drinking the tea had provided. He gave her another small nod… then turned his focus back to Ria.
It was then he had his epiphany… and he apologized accordingly.
Her response both warmed his heart… her ability to joke about her disability a weight off of his chest. However, her next words made his gut clench, making him close his eyes and take a deep breath… then make his offer. He needed her to understand… to see what every warrior fighting out there right this moment where really doing. To see what impact her healing had on those she cleansed and sent back out to fight. And to see what all of them were truly fighting for.
When she accepted his link, he was prepared.
The reason it was so dangerous to delve into the mind of another is that each person organized their minds in their own unique way… no two minds were alike. And when two people linked with the intent to do more than merely send words to one another, there was always the chance that images, thoughts, and memories not intended would bleed over the connection. Trafalgor's method of healing the minds of his patients involved a heavy amount of such delving… or cleansing their minds from the taint of the Twisted… and then helping them calm their thoughts and fears… and, in the worst cases, even assisting them in temporarily compartmentalizing their terrible memories away from their active mindstate so that they could deal with them at a later time and return to the fight as quickly as possible.
So when he had reached out his mental tendril, Trafalgor was prepared for when she would make the connection on her side.
Within his Mind Tower, which he had formed into the shape of a large stone temple with tall walls surrounding the grounds and a huge stone courtyard with statues lining the edges of it, Trafalgor's avatar stood in the center of the courtyard next to a small chest made of wood and metal, the lid open and ready to be filled if the need arose. As soon as the connection was made, as he suspected might happen, there was something that bled over unintentionally. His avatar intercepted the incoming… memory…? Intercepted it before his conscious mind could view it and shoved it into the chest while simultaneously pushing the images and memories he wanted her to see gently towards her and firmly keeping her own memories from bleeding in his direction through the connection.
He showed Ria memories of the few large battles he had assisted with. The determination and courage all of them displayed clear to see. Some fell, but none faltered… their brothers and sisters in arms quickly avenging them and redoubling their efforts to push back the enemy further and further. He showed Ria his memories of her family flying overhead, ready to make another attack run and give relief to the warriors on the ground below.
And then he showed Ria the particular memories he truly needed her to see as he sent words across their link, meant only for her. *Those of us who fight do so not because we hate what is in front of us…* He showed her his memory of launching his 'ace-in-the-hole' attacks… of him standing alone atop a hill and firing spectral arrow after spectral arrow imbued with holy light into a horde four hundred strong from a mile away… that exploded in bright flashes that sent earth and pieces of the Twisted flying in all directions as they charged directly towards him… the view changed to him dashing through that same horde at superhuman speeds, his body completely imbued with holy light as he lashed out at every abomination within reach as he passed… and then view shifted to him falling to his hands and knees behind the line of Rosenite defenders as his rescuer… his young friend Attie… landed beside him in her dragon form and shifted back into an exhausted looking human girl… who he quickly pulled into a one-armed hug in both thanks and relief that she was safe. *We fight because we love what is behind us…*
Finally he showed her the memory that he felt would do the most to lift her spirits.
He showed her his memory of her last patient leaving her care.
Trafalgor had taken a moment to glace over from his own work to check on the young healer, as he was prone to do, and saw the man, a smile firmly set on his face as he profusely thanked Ria for her help… and then his expression shifted to one of pure determination as he picked his helmet back up, put it back upon his head, grabbed his weapon from where it had been placed when he was brought to Ria, and marched off to rejoin his comrades with his head held high. *And we refuse to back down. These abominations will pay tenfold for every one of us they manage to lay low, but they will never break our spirit… because we still have something precious to defend.*
His thoughts immediately drifted to the beautiful dark skinned features and burning red hair of his own loved one, Daphne… and of his last embrace and kiss with her before he hastened to help evacuate villages throughout the Plains.
He realized he was also sending that and quickly, but carefully pulled away his tendril from her mind… and slammed the chest next to his avatar's feet closed, sealing it with Ria's magical signature. As his avatar looked down at the small chest, it sighed and willed the now unopenable container deep into his Temple. If ever Ria joined him in his mindscape, only she would be able to open that vessel that contained her memory. He may be the closest thing to a god within his own mind, but that was not a memory for his eyes and it would remain that way until and if Ria ever deigned to share it with him. Not an instant sooner.
His perception returned to the real world in time to hear Ria voice her appreciation in a clearly emotional tone. "You're very welcome," he replied with a soft smile.
The new and unexpected voice caught him slightly by surprise, but he quickly recovered as he turned with Ria to see who had spoken. The young looking… kitsune? Those were definitely canine ears atop her head and… yes, that was a fox tail. The strange creature resting on her head (Regal?) also interested him, but for now he focused on the young girl before them as Ria responded to her. The fact that she had come to offer her assistance without a master accompanying her was… unusual, to say the least.
Her instructions to the girl, however, caused his gut to clench slightly… which made him quickly intervene. "Actually, Ria…" He looked around their immediate area and noticed that while there were still a few people being brought for healing, the three of them were currently not needed. "I'm expecting a large supply of fresh bandages, salves, and antiseptics to arrive from my village in the morning and the intake of patients looks to have lessened significantly from earlier." He turned his gaze to the fox girl and gave her a smile. "Normally, we would direct the newly arrived healers and younger apprentices to do the simple tasks like cutting bandages, but… something tells me that this young lady may have something more to offer," he continued, emphasizing the fact that his gut was the 'something' in question. He ignored his gut feelings at his own peril.
He motioned for the girl to come closer and glanced over to first Ria, then Teu. "I'm sure that between the three of us, we can stand in as a pre-screening for one of the Master Healers that will make the final decision tomorrow morning when they wake." After all, the three of them represented a not-insignificant amount of experience in the healing arts. He faced the girl again and gave her a nod. "Well then… first off, welcome young one. My name is Trafalgor, this," he gestured with his free hand to Ria, "is Alairia, and this," he gestured to his other side, "is Teu. Might we know your name and what form of healing you specialize in?" He then took a sip of his tea as he listened to the girl's reply.
"I come to you with empty hands. I have no weapons, but if I am forced to defend myself, my principles, or my honor, should it be a matter of life or death, of right or wrong; then here are my weapons. Empty hands." ~Trafalgor