Nymeria looked to the other, sizing her up as she cocked her head in a near predatory manner, as if deciding what to do about this intruder on the only home she’d ever known. “Well, my dear…the portal has since been lost, but the power resides here still. I do not know what good it will do for you.” There was much this girl hid, including the want to go home, though she had no want of it herself. Nymeria ran her hands through her hair, pulling at the roots as she weighed her options. “Such portals are rare, it may benefit you to accept what life has wrought you and to accept the new adventure rather than try to change it. I am no more questing to return to the life that had been stolen from me.”
Her home, her mistress, hell even her true form had been snatched from her in less time than it took to wink. Closing her eyes, Nymeria tilted her head up to breathe in the rich air, still tainted with ash and smoke all this time later. “This place is covered in magic, what did not come to my pride and me. Beasts like me, like those that resided here with the goddess, wander this place in one form or another. Having lost the lives they knew before, yet they do not search for what was lost, but embrace the new.”
The sorceress moved to sit upon a broken pillar, one leg crossed over the other as her skirt flowed around her to the ashy soil, rich from all that had burned and now welcoming new life. “I have found, often, that when one loses something. Burned away as this goddess had been, while the damage is done- life returns. Blossoming like this new growth,” hands delicately played over the fire lily that bloomed out from the ruined earth. “They only grow here, a gift from the goddess of life to my mistress herself. Yet, when the fire consumed, and the shadow darkened, it all fell to ruin. But look how it grows now, roots strong within the ruins of this place, growing out of the destruction to dance and glow once more.”
One could become a ruin, overgrown by those that continued on with their lives, that rose up and survived, or they could be the Phoenix. The survivor. It was a choice that Nymeria was facing herself, and yet there was so much more to life than this. The gold of the coffers had been melted down, silver pillaged long ago, so the sorceress started like this flower- with nothing and no one to tend her. After a life of servitude, what would she be left with? “I will not be like these ruins, consumed by life and walked past. I will rise, I will move on from here, but what will you do young one? Pine after a world lost and miss the world around you?