Mirannda stood before the stone arch which held up two studded metallic doors without the admiration they deserved. Behind the doors resided the one god she could rightly blame for everything. He was god of the heavens, speaker to the celestials above. If she could just make some sort of deal with the blasted guy, then maybe she can avoid the next new moons ailment. Her life was upside down, had no meaning in this mundane existence anymore, thus having nowhere safe to allow herself time to recuperate. What was the point of being a phoenix if one was burnt out on life so quickly?
Without thinking of consequences, which Kohaku would have reprimanded her for, the phoenix grasped the handle and pulled on it, ignoring the vibration and warmth beneath her touch. She slipped inside, the door slamming itself with a note of finality as she glared down her dark path with undirected anger. Below her, past a labyrinth, stood her destination, set aglow by flowing magma. ”I’m coming for you.” Each descending moment into the darkness brought her closer to the labyrinth until she stood before the entrance. Her fists trembled as she took her first step in, engulfed by the isolating darkness. Blinking and waiting a moment did not assist her eyes in adjusting whatsoever.
Grumbling to herself, the phoenix snapped her fingers, then frowned. She could feel the heat of her flame, but it was as if it did not exist. After snuffing the flame out, Mirannda took careful, slow steps forward, summoning her sapphire sword to keep at the ready. There was no way of telling how long she walked forward until she came upon a wall, only the sounds of her boots, her heart and her breath as her company. Memories swirled within her as her fingers trailed along the wall, forced into changing direction. Her stomach suddenly churned as she remembered how it felt Master Sin’s tendril snake into her mind, passing information into her consciousness. He made her practice it over and over within the confines of her mind, experiencing immense pain with each failure.
Mirannda stumbled with a gasp, barely managing to keep her sword in hand, pain blossoming through her as she recalled being ripped apart into a million pieces when she failed the trial Sin had laid for her. Hatred resurfaced, reminding her of how weak she has always appeared. She feared Sin with every fiber of her being, hated him for killing her, binding him to her as a slave. Ever since he discovered her, things have been nothing but a nightmare. The first eclipse made her even more pathetic, leaving her too weak for any job for weeks while her lover at the time simply disappeared on her!
"Over here…" Mirannda's head jerked, feeling a gentle draw on her consciousness, beckoning her to follow it. She staggered to her feet to follow, sword hanging limply in her hand. It was as if the darkness was no longer as oppressive, but welcoming her into their folds. "Turn here… This way…" The phoenix followed it blindly, trustingly through twists and turns of the maze until Kohaku's face flashed through her mind. When Dalanesca killed her while lost to the Eldritch, Mirannda had returned only to kill the man she believed she loved. A sob escaped from her mouth as she renewed her self-loathing. He deserved so much more than death, and while he has been brought back and they worked things through, she abandoned him when he needed her most!
The pain was intense as it happened so suddenly, as if someone had stabbed a sword through her skull and began applying pressure. Something was trying to push itself into her head, making her feel quite nauseous as she stumbled once more. Mirannda thrust her sword into the ground as she fell to her knees, her free hand pressing against her temple with a claw-like grasp. She pressed her forehead into the ground, still gripping the sapphire hilt as she screamed. "Take it away!" "Get up… Come here…" The phoenix rolled her head against the ground back and forth as she sobbed, begging for release. "Please… Make it stop…" "Stand up… Siyah."